|Obviously I'm not PvPing enough if only NOW I'm getting this...|
So then I thought Ok, maybe I need to pad a bit and use Starfall but all that ended up doing was pulling everything and nearly killing us all. The second boss also seemed to die a bit slowly and my DPS was like 12k or something. HOLY CRAP I am so embarrassed. Madcow was tanking on his druid and he was kicking my ass. That's it, I need to go back and practice on a target dummy.
It was on the second last trash pull before the last boss where I thought I'd check my gear (why I didn't do that before, I have no idea) and that explained a lot. Full PvP healer gear.
Well, once I corrected that, things went much better. That was just damned embarrassing. At least on the last boss I got to show them that I'm no carry.
There are other reasons I'm feeling anxious about my damage. I have been trying to get platinums on invasions and the last 2 Botani I did we did not get platinum. BOTANI! I was so upset the first time as I'd gone with 2 guildie melee, but the second time I took it from trade chat with a warlock and a hunter and we still didn't do it and I poured everything into it. I know I'm the weakest link but am I always the weakest link? It's a chilling and humiliating thought.
I know I'm not using my celestial alignment properly and I have issues with trying to movement - how the hell do DPS do any damage with all this running around?? And I am forever doing the wrong spell in the wrong alignment.
So back I go again to try and get more practice in. Tonight is casuals and alt raid, so maybe I can DPS this one and get myself on the right track.